Wednesday, November 28, 2012

My Reality

  • lasting friendships
  • the beauty of childhood innocence
  • "The hills are alive with the Sound of Music"
  • DREAM big and always
  • making wishes and ending with Amen- after all, all wishes go to heaven
  • life is hard 
  • there is a little bit of good in everyone 
  • even a rock has the potential to be a mountain... but that doesn't mean it will  
  • the church is true 
  • "There's no place like home."
  • Christ knows and loves me
  • when you kiss, time stands still
  • if it's meant to be, it will happen
  • every person is put into my life for a reason
  • you feel more confident when you're wearing high heels
  • shaving your armpits= required
  • shaving your legs= optional
  • otter pops make any day better
  • The magic of Disneyland - the HAPPIEST place on earth 
  • frozen yogurt mends broken hearts
  • barbecue sauce makes everything taste scrumptious
  • Sometimes you just need to watch movies all day
  • Eating health doesn't make you crazy, but sometimes it does make you cranky
  • Every girl needs a boy best friend
  • life goes on
  • No one, I repeat NO ONE, is too old for Disney
  • Boy bands will never go out of style
  • There's someone out there looking for someone exactly like you!
  • "Smile Cami, life's not that bad."
  • Just because no one laughed doesn't mean it's not funny
  • be wonderfully weird and love it
  • sarcasm is a language
  • every girl needs an ugly sweater, a good pair of sweats and the perfect hair elastic
  • We live in a Taylor Swift world
  • Live life one dream at a time
  • Life's what you make it, so let's make it rock!
  • Everyone has ugly feet until they paint their toenails
  • "A life without love is no life at all."
  • Find your passions and let them define you
  • Everyone needs to have a Harry Potter Marathon at least once in their life
  • The human body is the capstone creation of God; his greatest masterpiece
  • things are only as awkward as we make them
  • you should never have to convince yourself that you like someone
  • sometimes it doesn't matter where you are, but who you are with
  • sometimes it doesn't matter who you are with, but where you are
  • Dreaming doesn't have to stop when you wake up 

What's your reality? What do you think, feel, believe, or hope? 

Tuesday, November 20, 2012


There is something about hurting someone that you love that is especially bitter. It doesn’t matter your relationship: brother or sister, parent, the man you love or the best friend you’d do anything for. The ache that you feel as the realization of what you’ve done, either by accident or in retaliation, leaves scars of its own; scars that cut through your soul, penetrating the essence of who you are. A pain that burrows deep into your heart begins to grow and even after apologies are made and forgiveness is supplied something remains changed. There is one thing that cannot be denied. You are the bad guy. You’re the person in the wrong and the one that made the mistakes. Any consequences of the insult are at your hand. Nothing is so painful, so immensely agonizing as knowing that because of what you did whether out of anger or your own personal loneliness or hurt. You want to explain. You want them to understand where those things came from, how you were feeling, and why it was said or done but you can’t because no matter what you say or how many times you pour out the sorrow and regrets of your heart it isn’t going to make things go back to normal. Things will never be the same and it’s because of you. Those words taste of acid even as I write them. I’m sorry. What if that isn’t enough? What if I’m sorry isn’t going to fix things? What do you do then?
To everyone I’ve hurt with calloused words or shallow thoughts, I am sorry. My sincerest apology may not be enough, but I need you to know that the intent was never to hurt or harm. I never meant to offend. That doesn’t make it all right, though, does it? Those words aren’t going to take away the sting or heal the wound. It isn’t going to change the fact that sometimes we hurt the ones we love the most and that makes that hurt greater than anything else.
I’m sorry. 

Monday, November 12, 2012

Red, White and You?

My nephew Tanner informed my sister that they should "hang him on a pole and call him the star spangled Tanner."

This kid is going places.

Tuesday, November 6, 2012

B- leefz

Sometimes I like to pretend I'm gangsta and I spell things like a hoodlum. It makes me feel hardcore considering I'm probably the whitiest white girl ever. (who even says hoodlum?) (who even says gangsta?) idiot.
Today I don't have class which means I get to spend all day applying for nursing jobs. If any of you know of any available nursing jobs in Utah County, hook a girl up. I can't believe in a month I'm going to be done! Nursing school has been the best, hardest, most stressful, rewarding and terribly wonderful thing I've ever done with my life. I've cried. so. many. times. I have literally thought about dropping out and moving to New Hampshire to be a waitress. I don't know why I chose New Hampshire, but it sounds like the perfect place to hide from the world. I have grown so much. I have learned more than I thought possible but I am absolutely FREAKING out to be done at least for a little while!
This couldn't be more accurate. 

I have a real problem these days called I never wear pants. My poor roommates have to deal with me hanging around in my panties. TMI? probably. 
The older I get the more I believe this statement to be true. 

I have an addiction to cat pictures. I'm a firm believer that for every situation in life there is a cat picture to accurately portray it. 

See! They are NEVER not funny!

Friday, November 2, 2012


Mariah and I made a vlog for all you beautiful people! ENJOY!!!