***DISCLAIMER- I am still getting married! I just read through this and it sounds like my world is over. That's called being a drama queen, something I have a talent for. Some details aren't working out how I want them to and it makes me want to punch a wall. Someday I'll grow up and stop being so pathetic, but lucky for all of you that is not this day!
Have you ever had a vision in your mind of exactly how you want something? For me it's usually something I've seen on Pinterest or a movie. I get so excited and I tell everyone about it and obsess about that thing but I NEVER EVER am willing to actually buy the dress or the shoes or the whatever. That's called being cheap. Luckily for me I have crafty people in my life *pun intended* that pull together their resources to help make it work out for me... and then sometimes it just doesn't. That's when I want to pull out all my hair.
It's never so much that I'm angry that things didn't work out how I wanted them to. Usually, I'm upset because I know how much time and effort and money, etc. has gone into that thing and now it's been a waste. Turns out it's especially frustrating when it has to do with your wedding... and your wedding is in thirteen days. NBD.
Kill yourself universe, you really got me this time.